“I put a spell on you…”

I woke up early (I was up ’till 3:00 AM) and was overcome with the desire to clean my apartment. I worked all morning through, not even realizing how much time had passed. When I was done, almost by the second, called. I hopped in the car, we ate lunch at Pink’s (ahh…) and waiting for the Prince and his ‘ling.

I told I was in a daze, not exactly sure why. I was distracted. Unfocused. I couldn’t concentrate on anything. I felt like there was something I should have been doing, but I couldn’t put my finger on it. Like there was something important, but… and it was right there. I just couldn’t…

We went to play L5R. Can’t play L5R; one of the key characters is missing. Shit. Then, everything went straight to hell. Somebody said the wrong thing. My temper flared up. I kept it inside my head, but it was there. There was no way I was staying in the room. I’d rip somebody’s head off. Verbally, at least. So, I told everybody I was leaving. That meant three other people had to leave with me. I don’t think they cared all that much, anyway. They came to play L5R and we weren’t, so we left. I dropped the Prince and his ‘ling off at their car and went to my boss’ party (the one I planned on attending after the game anyway).

It was fun, but I couldn’t get my head free of that haze. Something was going on… I don’t know.

Something happened yesterday. Something important. I’m not sure what it was, but I am sure I should have been there for it, and I wasn’t.